butterflyuk

I forgot to say thank you for my monopoly "Get out of Jail" free card. It was very cute and made me laugh.

I don't have any experience or knowledge of physical prison. No, I think that is a lie. Perhaps I do have an idea of the feeling of being physically imprisoned. There was a time when I had to stay in the house most of my days and nights but it was not impossible to walk out if I didn't worry about the consequences. That is not exactly same as being in a jail.

It is the mental prison that I find impossible to break. It is easy to get out of the prison imposed by the others but when you create a barrier for yourself it is very difficult to break free. In your mental prison you are the prisoner, you are the prison guard, you are the judge and you are the jury.

Then there is an emotional prison. You know you should keep things in prospective. You know you should not get tangled up in emotions. You know what is right and what needs doing. Someone else will do things completely differently but after all said and done you still want and wish what you hope for. Deep inside you know that you can't let go and that jail won't let you be free.