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I should be ecstatically happy today.  My offer to purchase a bungalow has been accepted by the seller. This bungalow is probably going to be “the home” for a long time to come as I don’t see any reason to move again. I suppose I said before that I live above my office and it has been getting increasing difficult for Sickie and the dog to go up and down the stairs. I am forever worried to leave them alone if I have to go out. My mum couldn’t visit me because of the stairs. I want to give them everything I can to make them happy.

My friends have gone crazy showing me the bungalows. I have only seen two others from inside. I didn’t want to fall in love with the interior and buy the place. To me the location was the priority. My bungalow is not the ideal location for most people. It is not in rural, picturesque or quiet area. In the bad days I used to feel cut off and lonely in this big house. My panic and anxiety used to get better with people walking passed the house. I did not want the new house in a remote and quiet place. My bungalow has the best of both worlds. In the front it is on a busy road. At the back it is peaceful, quiet and has a gorgeous view. I have an upstairs loft conversion room for me to escape from the “other two” when they drive me nuts. All main rooms have that beautiful view. I think I am going to love my new place.

Of course it could all go wrong and I may not get the bungalow. The contracts will not be exchanged until the end of January next year. Any thing could happen. I have also been looking at the finances and the hefty mortgage I will be paying. No chance of giving up the second office now. I have had this terrible headache all day – I should be ecstatically happy – but I have got a bad headache….LOL…but that’s me. I thrive in stress!

You are all invited to the house warming party when I move in.