butterflyuk

All day spent in a work meeting today. Most part of yesterday was spent to prepare for it. Makes me wonder why and what for? Nothing seems to make sense or interest me lately. Is it me? Must be the hormones or is it the boredom of running a non rewarding business?

A few like minded level headed people in the circle have gone one by one. What is left is the group that is too extreme. They seem to pick on someone in position to blame for everything that is wrong in their business. I do not agree to that but I am in minority. Am I biased? I don't think so. These people are making all newcomers prejudice with their misconception. It makes me sad to see the injustice being done to someone so dedicated to the cause. I accept that something better should have been achieved but perhaps this is all they could get. I am afraid that if they carry on like this they are going to spoil everything.

These are worried people. They are afraid of losing all they have. As a group they are becoming paranoid. They seem obsessed on a witch hunt and blame everything on to someone who is not at fault. They make me upset and depressed by their closed minds. Do I need this? Not really.

I can understand their desperation though. I am going through the same in my business.