butterflyuk

I am bored and fed up. It's not that I have nothing to do. I still have a lot to organise but I have no motivation. I think working from home is something I am not good at. I can't structure my time and work. I end up doing something that wasn't in my plan. I have five jobs on the go all at once. People also don't realise that I am working. You don't expect friends to turn up at your office just because your car is parked outside! Your phone calls are disturbed. You don't notice a messy kitchen or a dirty window if you are out to work. I am more busy than before but there is no end product to say this what I have done.

I think I have lost my identity. I need to be out, I need to be guiding people, sorting problems out for them. I can't sort my own problems out but that is a different matter! LOL.

Perhaps I am worried or at least concerned about the state of the business. Will I manage with one income especially when it is slowly dwindling. All you people who wanted me to have more free time, I don't think it has worked for me yet. I feel lost and feel something is missing. I am hoping for some excitement or a challenge before I turn into a cabbage - an enormous one too!

Or perhaps it's just hormones!