butterflyuk

I complain all the time that I don't get a chance to relax and enjoy myself and I get depressed, so when I do get an opportunity to do all that why do I still get depressed and complain? Perhaps I am greedy and I want more.

I have been moping around for two days now. What is wrong with me? This has got to stop. I tell myself not to look back at the past nor look to the future, just live for today. Enjoy the present. I get scared of losing what I have in the present but I should tell myself that life is constant and continue. What I may lose today will be replaced by something else tomorrow. Why should I feel insecure and in need of reassurance? I am quite capable of looking after myself and others. I am the one who makes things happen. I do not need any one telling me every thing will be all right................BUT I DO.!!!