butterflyuk

Hasn't it been cold for the last two days? Had a little snow yesterday. That was nice. I can't say I enjoyed "defrosting" the car in the morning though. When mum and sister came to me 3 or so years ago we hoped for some snow before they left England as they had never seen any before. It did get cold but didn't snow!

I have this strange double feeling of happiness and sadness tonight. Tomorrow one of my offices will close. Happy because it will give me some relief from stress and too much work and financial burden. Sad because it was all done by myself alone from the scratch. Everything was just how liked it. It was also my hideaway. Made some good memories there. I hope I am taking the right decision. If not, it's too late now.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. Perhaps that business was only there for five years for creating a diversion for me. A challenge to keep my mind busy and sharp. I also met my friend there. He died an untimely death last year. I keep thinking that he has arranged all this for my betterment. So with a heavy heart this evening is written to his name. Rest in peace my friend.