butterflyuk

Hi, Should I say good morning or good night? Is it worth going to bed for three and a half hours? I must try to though. I look tired all the time. I am sure there is someone else sitting in the mirror, surely it can't be me. Oh, tonight is my "feeling fed up and unhappy" mood night.

Last night it was " tired but I am chuffed" mood. Yesterday when I left work with the dog I thought I will walk through the green, killing two birds with one stone. Instead of taking my usual turn I carried on straight hoping for a longer walk. Well, we got lost in the woods ! The dog wasn't much help. She was too busy rolling in all the mud and muck as if it was chanel 5 (as someone said)! I have lived here for 15 years. How can anyone lose herself in an urban built up area with a very little green space? I managed that! It was a bit scary as there was not a soul about and I had no idea what so ever where all those paths were leading to. Luckily 3 lads with their dogs turned up. After giving me directions to different spots they realised that I wasn't safe to be let lose. My face must have looked total blank. Eventually they walked me back to where I normally turn and I was back in the civilisation. Well perhaps that's a wrong word. It was a concrete jungle as opposed to the tree jungle. It made me realise that I liked the latter one better. Nevertheless by the time we got home we had walked for a hour. The dog covered in smelly filth, staggering on four legs and me with red hot face sweating and swearing to myself. After bathing the dog and myself I felt dead good. All that exercise must have done some good. Up on the scale...............alas!

Why am I feeling unhappy tonight? may tell you tomorrow.